May 2013
18 posts
I love hard but I no longer love easily. You better earn that shit.
Yes I like you. Yes I’ve kissed you. Yes we talk everyday. And yes I would be with you. But. I. Am. Not. With. You. Yet. You can still screw this up. And I am still fragile. Don’t give me a reason to not trust you. I’ll end all of this before I get my heart broken again. I’m scared and I’ve told you this. My feelings for you are very real but I will run before I fall...
When did I become this person? Talking to guys like this. Leading them on. When did I become the confusing one? I used to believe in love and prince charming, but now every time the idea of love crosses my mind I get a pain in my chest and I completely get rid of the idea of stronger feelings. I know how to love, but I don’t want to. I don’t want to be committed right now. The thought...
Had a dream last night. I don’t know if it was a sign or something. If I should try to fix this. But I was the one betrayed right? Why should I fix it? I don’t know. I kind of miss the good parts if our friendship.
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zodiacchic:
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thatharrypottergirl:
thatharrypottergirl:
the sexual tension between ryan and chad when they sing “i don’t dance”
theY ARE WEARING EACH OTHER’S CLOTHES AFTER THE SONG
I AM SO FUCKING DONE
Childhood RUINED!
I’m not hurting anymore. I’ve found someone else, and even though I don’t love him and I know this isn’t for forever, he’s better than you’ve ever been to me. But even without this new guy I seriously feel like I don’t love you anymore. You’re a cool kid and I don’t mind us being friends as long as you can handle that but I won’t go any...
Its weird. I’ve loved but I’ve never been in love. I don’t know what real love is like but I think I just experienced what its like to not love someone anymore. It’s sort of an empty feeling, but also a relief. Not just on the heart, but on the mind. I don’t love you. I can finally say it. I. Don’t. Love. You. That feels so good.
The fact that you’re emotionally damaged is something you should mention… oh I don’t know… BEFORE YOU FUCKING DATE SOMEONE AND THEY FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU!!! PUNK ASS BITCH!!! And what really gets me is the fact that you miss and want the girls that couldn’t give two shits about you. The girls that dropped you. That’s what you fucking want? Well my damn bad for...
Damn I miss you :/
Wow I would seriously drop everything for you. That’s why this needs to stop. No matter how much you like me or I like you, the fact that I would drop studying for my AP test just to hang out with you… is really bad. I can’t do that.
I. Seriously. Want. To. Kick. ALL. OF. YOUR. EX. GIRLFRIENDS’. ASSES!!! After all this shit we’ve been through, you’ve actually wanted to be with me but you’re afraid of long term?! Because these bitches from the past hurt you! You know I’m not that girl! But you’re still afraid I’ll end up using you, and leaving you like they did! The girl that loved you...
April 2013
81 posts
Oh my gosh, the way he makes me feel… this guy is amazing. I just wanna lay in his arms all day. Kissing sometimes. Talking. Kissing again. Because when he kisses me, the world dissolves, and I feel alright. I feel safe. Sure we may not be forever, but I hope we’re for a long ass time.
My best friend texted me, he asked if I looked...
jasminehun:
omg this is so asdfghjkl;
Omg… this…
It is absolutely amazing to look back on my older tumblr posts and compare them to how I feel now. Thinking back on what I was going through. All those thoughts that ran through my mind. All those nights I thought there was no way I would wake up in the morning. All those dreams that killed me even more. Everything I put myself through. Right now my emotions may waver but I thank God I am nothing...
On the road to not caring. It’s been a long one, but I think I’ll reach my destination soon :)
Before you start chasing me I suggest you ask yourself “What is this girl worth to me?” because it’s going to take a lot to get me to settle down now.
You're Worth It
This past year I’ve learned a lot about myself. How I love. What I love. How I hate. If I hate. How I think. What I think about. Its been a lot of deep soul searching. And I’ve come to realize… I’m fucking amazing. It doesn’t matter what anyone thinks about me or how anyone treats me. So what if I’m not funny to you? I crack myself up. So what if I’m not that pretty to you? I think I’m fucking...
“We met for a reason. Either you’re a blessing or a lesson.”
– Frank Ocean
principatus:
fuck boys but also fuck boys u feel me
OMG this is what is exactly how I feel right now! lol
